Monday, November 11, 2019

I tried

I tried to take the dress I wore during Keito's last moments with me out of the closet to wash.  Even after a month, it smelled like him, and I just burst into tears.  I couldn't do it. I held it to my face, and could smell him. The tears just started rolling. Typing this through salty goggles right now.

I can't bring myself to wash it, just like i can't bring myself to wash the blankets I made a bed out of for him. 

I miss him. 

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